Where are you sourcing from?

Where are you sourcing from?

Yesterday was emotionally challenging, because I was waiting for someone else to validate my efforts.

Waiting for someone else to say “Good job Steph” or “You’re doing awesome.”

And when I finally received a thank you from my kids- it fell flat. 

Of course, I wanted to hear that from my children, but it was me, that I needed to hear it from most. 

I have high expectations for myself and when I don’t achieve things quickly, I can spiral into negative self talk. I didn’t catch it yesterday because I kept trying to avoid the feeling instead of looking at it head on.

When I woke this morning, I could still feel the heaviness… so I prayed for the spirit of fear and worry to be removed. And during my quiet time, I felt the weight dissipated and was immediately grateful toward myself. 

I’m proud of me. 

I’m doing a great job.

And I’m blessed so much.

You don’t need to be fixed…

You need to be loved deeply, by yourself.